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Tatkala ada insan...
Yang sedang menghitung detik..
Menantikan hari-hari bahagia..
Sedangkan aku masih di sini..
Mengenang nasib yang melanda diri..
Bagaikan sebuah mimpi..
Untuk melepaskan segalanya pergi..
Semalam adalah kenangan..
Hari ini adalah kenyataan..
Dan esok adalah harapan..
Kenangan yang kan hanya menjadi peneman sepiku...
Harapan yang hanya tinggal harapan...
Dan sebuah kenyataan yang penuh seribu dugaan...
Yang terpaksaku lalui kini...
Ya Allah..
Terlalu sukar untuk ku tempuh segalanya...
Dugaan demi dugaan hadir dalam hidupku...
Namun aku redha atas ketentuanMU itu..
Walau jauh di sudut hatiku ini...
Terlalu sayu rasanya...
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Tanpa Nama berkata...: kak mawarungu...tabahkan hati dlm hadapi dugaan ni...InsyaAllah ada hikmah disebalik semua yg berlaku kak...; 13 Januari 2008 pada 12:38 PG
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Catat Ulasan

it's all coming back to me now

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,

BISIKKAN HATIKU

Aku tak mampu mengusir
Setiap kenangan dia
Yang ada dalam kotak ingatan.
Sumpah.
Aku terlalu merinduinya.
Mungkin dengan kenangan itu
Dapat memberikan aku kekuatan
Untuk meneruskan perjalanan hidup
Yang masih panjang.
Atau esok lusa siapa tahu,
Aku juga
Akan mengikut jejak langkahnya.
Selagi nyawa dan jasad
Aku masih bersatu,
Dia kekal di hati dan ingatan.
Sehingga ia waktu dan masa
Menentukan andainya
Hati ini mampu
Dicintai dan mencintai lagi.
Aku redha menerima.
Sungguh.
Setiap detik aku mendoakan
Agar dia ditempatkan
Dikalangan orang-orang
Yang beriman.
Mendapat tempat
Yang paling istimewa disisi-Nya.
Untuk dia
Yang teramat ku cintai,
Aman la dirimu di sana.

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